Georgia O'Keeffe is telling me to stop creating anti-self propoganda (and I like to imagine that she is telling me this over a cup of nice black tea), which makes me smile. There's a lot of things in the world that suggest that I cannot do something and reassurance by someone like Mrs. O'Keeffe is always pleasant. I don't think that a lot of people understand this factor, the fear factor, in their own lives. This quote is a favorite of my Auntie - she said she's such a fearful person, she was glad Georgia O'Keeffe could understand. haha.
I can't help but also laugh a little at myself, especially when I think of all the terrifying questions that come at me everyday - "Am I happy?" "Is this person right for me?" "WHERE am I going?" "Can I DO this?" The reason why I laugh is most likely because, as I look at those questions now, the answer should be "YES," or "TO BE DISCOVERED," ...or at least a "yes" would suffice. Am I terrified? Yes. Should that stop me? No - unless it's something like sky-diving; that's a matter of good sensible judgement.
There's no fault in a person who believes in themself - though it can be the hardest thing to do sometimes; what a shame. I measure myself against the people around me and sometimes I think that I'm not enough; that I can't catch up. In reality though, who cares if you can catch up or if you're better? Isn't this all just a matter of opinion? It's like food, your mom can be the greatest chef to you but the world says Emeril can do it better. It can be discouraging to have the entire world think that Emeril cooks kimchee chega better than your mom (very discouraging) but in the end, your moms kimchee chega tastes better than Emeril's and what's the world going to do but make room for your dissent, for your happiness, your satisfaction with your own opinion.
I followed a Twitter post today by WeBlogTheWorld that led to another provocative quote, "If you hear a voice within you saying 'you are not a painter,' then by all means paint and that voice will be silenced." Vincent Van Gogh
So I will continue to eat and then blog about it (among various other life ambitions).
Bon Appetit.